An Inspirational Moment

So today was a glorious day in my life..

my mom was planning on buying me a shirt and I wasn't with her to try it on. I told her that I was a large because that's what I've been for the past year or so.. she said it looked big so I had to try on one of my younger brother's shirts to see if a size medium was too small.. IT WASN'T!!!

[you can buy this shirt here]

I honestly can't remember the last time I wore a size medium shirt.. now given it was a men's/unisex size medium and not those dainty "women's cut" size medium.. [which who knows if I'll ever fit!].. but it's a BIG step in the right direction. 

Being completely honest with you, I have been really discouraged lately.. and wondering if it is all really going to happen.. Questions like "am i really going to be able to do this on my own?" "is Christmas realistic?" and doubts like "there's no way that i'll be one of those girls that inspires others" "I can't do this for this long" "it's all just gonna come back" 

BUT the size medium shirt felt SO GOOD.. that i was re-inspired by myself! Imagine that. I've inspired my first person.. myself. And if that's all I do, then that's okay with me. :)